I'm gettin' [Bb] older, I think I'm agin' [F] well
I wish someone had [Gm] told me I'd be [F] doin' this by [Eb] myself
There's reasons that I'm [Bb] thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful [F] for
But it's different when a [Gm] stranger's always [F] waitin' at your [Eb] door
Which is [Cm] ironic 'cause the strangers seem to [F] want me more
Than anyone be[Bb] fore -Anyo[F] ne befor[Gm] e-
[Cm] Too bad they're usually [Eb] deranged
[Bb] Last week, I realized I crave [F] pity
When I re-tell a [Gm] story, I make [F] everything [Eb] sound worse
Can't shake the [Bb] feeling that I'm just bad at [F] healing
And maybe that's the [Gm] reason every [F] sentence sounds [Eb] rehearsed
Which is [Cm] ironic because when I wasn't [F] honest
I was still bein' ig[Bb] nored -Lyin' f[F]
or attent[Gm] ion, just to get neglection- [Cm]
Now we're [Eb] estranged
[Bb] Things I once [F] enjoyed [Gm]
[F] Just keep me [Eb] employed now [Bb]
Things I'm longing [F] for [Gm]
[F] Someday, I'll be [Eb] bored of
It's so [Cm] [F] weird [Bb] [F] [Gm]
That we care [Cm] so much, until we [Eb] don't
I'm gettin' [Bb] older, I've got more on my [F] shoulders
But I'm gettin' [Gm] better at [F] admitting when I'm [Eb] wrong
I'm happier than [Bb] ever, at least, that's my [F] endeavor
To keep myself [Gm] together and [F] prioritize my [Eb] pleasure
'Cause to be [Cm] honest, I just wished the word I [F] promised
Would depend on what I'm [Bb] givin' -Not on [F] his permission- [Gm]
-Wasn't my [Cm] decision- To be [Eb] abused, mm
[Bb] Things I once [F] enjoyed [Gm]
[F] Just keep me [Eb] employed now [Bb]
Things I'm longing [F] for [Gm]
[F] Someday, I'll be [Eb] bored of
It's so [Cm] [F] weird [Bb] [F] [Gm]
That we care [Cm] so much, until we [Eb] don't
But [Bb] next week, I hope I'm somewhere [F] laughin'
For anybody [Gm] asking, I [F] promise I'll be [Eb] fine
I've had some [Bb] trauma, did things I didn't [F] wanna
Was too afraid to [Gm] tell ya, but [F] now, I think it's time
