I have this [G] paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go [Bm] nowhere
But God [A] forbid me ever admitting I could be [A] scared
And I can't [G] stand my friends right now, we got nothing in [Bm] common
But being [A] lonely's worse than just having friends that don't [A] care
You said it [G] looks like I've been [Bm] going through hell
[A] How did you know? [A] How could you tell?
[G] Ask me to [Bm] explain [A] myself, well
I'm trying my [G] best here to be brutally [Bm] honest
Nobody said [A] changing would be this [A] exhausting
A foot on the [G] break 'cause it's been making me [Bm] carsick
How could you [A] blame me? Growing up is chaotic
Don't wanna [G] say it but I really think that I [Bm] miss him
It might seem [A] stupid but I still look through all of our [A] texts
Who knew that [G] wanting someonе could ever make mе this [Bm] desperate
Don't think I'll do that [A] again, no [A]
You said it [G] looks like I've been [Bm] going through hell
[A] How did you know? [A] How could you tell?
You [G] ask me to [Bm] explain [A] myself, well
I'm trying my [G] best here to be brutally [Bm] honest
Nobody said [A] changing would be this [A] exhausting
A foot on the [G] break 'cause it's been making me [Bm] carsick
How could you [A] blame me? Growing up is chaotic
[Em] And maybe I'm just blowing all this [G] shit up in my head
[Bm] But I can't help [D] it, no, I can't help it
[Em] Fooling myself thinking that I'll [G] never love again
[Bm] God damn I felt [D] it, I really felt it
And [Em] maybe I'm just blowing all this [G] shit up in my head
[Bm] But I can't help [D] it, no, I can't help it
[Em] Spending too much time on things I [G] know that I'll forget
[Bm] But damn I felt it [A]
I'm trying my [G] best here to be [Bm] brutally honest
Nobody said [A] changing could be this exhausting
A foot on the [G] break 'cause it's making [Bm] me carsick
How could you [A] blame me?
