Chorus:
Somebody [C] save me, me from [Em/B] myself
I've spent [Am] so long livin' in [Fmaj7] hell
Verse 1:
Ano[C] ther pill as I start to spiral
Message to my daughters
I don't [Em/B] even deserve the father title
Hailie, I'm so sorry
I know I [Am] wasn't there for your first guitar recital
Didn't walk you down the aisle
[Fmaj7] Missed the birth of your first child
Your first podcast, lookin' down, sweetie
[C] I'm so proud of how you turned out
Sorry that I chose drugs and put 'em [Em/B] above you
Sorry that I didn't love you enough to
[Am] Give 'em up, how the fuck do
I not love you more than a pill?
Lookin' [Fmaj7] up to the ceilin' from this floor, wonder will
Chorus:
Somebody [C] save me, me from [Em/B] myself
I've spent [Am] so long livin' in [Fmaj7] hell
They say my [C] lifestyle, Is bad for my [Em/B] health
It's the [Am] only thing that seems to [Fmaj7] help
Verse 2:
Alaina, [C] sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom
Sorry that I [Em/B] missed your gradu—, wait, Nate, I should just congratulate you
On [Am] bein' a dad to Carter and Liam, look at you
Little bro, [Fmaj7] sorry I left you
Sorry that I'll never get to
Hold or hug my [C] little nephews
Stevie, I'm sorry, I missed you
Grow up, and I [Em/B] didn't get to
Be the dad I wanted to be to you
Things I [Am] wanted to see you do
This is my song from me to you
Sorry I [Fmaj7] gave up, but I'm just so defeated
God, what the fuck do you want me to do?
Chorus:
Somebody [C] save me, me from [Em/B] myself
I've spent [Am] so long livin' in [Fmaj7] hell
They say my [C] lifestyle, Is bad for my [Em/B] health
It's the [Am] only thing that seems to [Fmaj7] help
Verse 3:
I've been [C] starin' at that video of Hailie
Almost daily of her playin' a guitar
In [Em/B] hopes maybe that'll give me the power to fight
But the addict in me's a [Am] coward, he told me that I can't do it
Had a second chance, blew it
It's [Fmaj7] like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality, but I know (What?)
I'll [C] turn it around and be able to
Walk her and Lainie one day
To the altar as [Em/B] proud as can be
Right now, I'm just weak
As I fall further [Am] down in this deep hole
And farther in the ground that I sink
As they lower me in my [Fmaj7] coffin, I feel the tears all fallin' down on my cheek
Outro:
I'm a [C] lost cause
Baby, don't [Em/B] waste your time on me
I'm so [Am] damaged beyond repair
Life has [Fmaj7] shattered my hopes and my dreams
I'm a [C] lost cause
Baby, don't [Em/B] waste your time on me
I'm so [Am] damaged beyond repair
Life has [Fmaj7] shattered my hopes and my dreams
