I was [C] bored out my [G] mind
Lost my [D] whole appetite
When I [C] could come to [G] life, I didn't[D]
You were [C] there all the [G] time
You're the [D] worst of my crimes
You fell [C] hard, I thought, [G] "Good riddance"[D]
[G] I never was the [D] best to [C] you
I never was the best to you
[G] I never was[D] , I never was[C]
Used to [C] lie to your [G] face
20 [D] times in a day
It was [C] my little [G] strange addiction[D]
But you [C] still tried to [G] stay
While I'd [D] self-isolate
And I [C] knew, but I [G] stayed [D] hidden
[G] I never was the [D] best to you[C]
I never was the best to you
[G] I never was,[D] I never was[C]
[G] I never was the [D] best to you[C]
I never was the [D] best to you[G]
I never was, [D] I never was (ah)[C]
And [Em] I destroyed every [G] silver lining [D] you had
In your head, all of your [C] feelings, I played with them
[Em] Go ahead, we can just [G] call it conditioning[D]
[Em] We were too different, [G] you were so sensitive
[D] Gave me the best of that, [C] I was so negligent
[Em] Now I feel terrible [G] 'bout how I handled [D] it
And now I, [Em] now I bet you resent all of me, [G] all of it
[D] Angry, blocking me [C] over the internet
[Em] Promise I don't forget [G] all of my fault in [D] this
'Cause [Em] look at me,
I'm alone, [G] sitting here, staying home
[D] All of my self-control [C] kinda got difficult
[Em] But I deserve it though, [G] I deserve it though[D]
You were [C] there all the [G] time
You're the [D] worst of my crimes
You fell [C] hard, I thought, [G] "Good riddance"[D]
[Em] I never was the [G] best to you[D]
I never was the [C] best to you[Em]
I never was,[G] I never was[D]
Oh, [Em] I never was the [G] best to you[D]
I never was the [C] best to you[Em]
I never was, [G] I never was[D]