🎶 Chaotic

I have this [G]paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go [Bm]nowhere
But God [A]forbid me ever admitting I could be [A]scared
And I can't [G]stand my friends right now, we got nothing in [Bm]common
But being [A]lonely's worse than just having friends that don't [A]care

You said it [G]looks like I've been [Bm]going through hell
[A]How did you know? [A]How could you tell?
[G]Ask me to [Bm]explain [A]myself, well

I'm trying my [G]best here to be brutally [Bm]honest
Nobody said [A]changing would be this [A]exhausting
A foot on the [G]break 'cause it's been making me [Bm]carsick
How could you [A]blame me? Growing up is chaotic

Don't wanna [G]say it but I really think that I [Bm]miss him
It might seem [A]stupid but I still look through all of our [A]texts
Who knew that [G]wanting someonе could ever make mе this [Bm]desperate
Don't think I'll do that [A]again, no [A]

You said it [G]looks like I've been [Bm]going through hell
[A]How did you know? [A]How could you tell?
You [G]ask me to [Bm]explain [A]myself, well

I'm trying my [G]best here to be brutally [Bm]honest
Nobody said [A]changing would be this [A]exhausting
A foot on the [G]break 'cause it's been making me [Bm]carsick
How could you [A]blame me? Growing up is chaotic

[Em]And maybe I'm just blowing all this [G]shit up in my head
[Bm]But I can't help [D]it, no, I can't help it
[Em]Fooling myself thinking that I'll [G]never love again
[Bm]God damn I felt [D]it, I really felt it
And [Em]maybe I'm just blowing all this [G]shit up in my head
[Bm]But I can't help [D]it, no, I can't help it
[Em]Spending too much time on things I [G]know that I'll forget
[Bm]But damn I felt it [A]

I'm trying my [G]best here to be [Bm]brutally honest
Nobody said [A]changing could be this exhausting
A foot on the [G]break 'cause it's making [Bm]me carsick
How could you [A]blame me?