🎶 Difficult

[Cb]My double vision
Is only [Db]amplifyin' everythin' he [Bbm]isn't
[Cb]'Til I feel [Db]less attached and bored to death, but [Bbm]listen
[Cb]It's no one's [Db]fault, it's just my terrible [Cb]condition, [Db]mm
And I've been [Bbm]thinkin'
[Cb]If I move [Db]out this year, I'll feel my parents [Bbm]slippin'
[Cb]Away and [Db]also, I'm just scared of that [Bbm]commitment
[Cb]I really [Db]think sometimes there's somethin' that I'm [Bbm]missin', [Cb]mm [Db]

[Cb]Oh, I know
Spiralin' is [A#m]miserable
I should probably [D#]go back home
Why does that feel [Bbm]difficult, difficult?
And [Cb]oh, I hope
I wake up [A#m]invisible
I'd be someone [D#]no one knows
I guess I'm just [Bbm]difficult

To name this [Cb]feelin'
Would take a [Db]hundred thousand years, some kind of [Bbm]grievin'
[Cb]But over [Db]what I never had, so I've been [Bbm]speakin'
[Cb]To my [Db]therapist, I call her every [Bbm]weekend, [Cb]mm [Db]
I meant to [Bbm]tell you
[Cb]How I've [Db]hated how we left things when it [Bbm]fell through
[Cb]'Cause you were [Db]everythin' to me, where did you [Bbm]run to?
[Cb]Was it [Db]somethin' that I said that colored [Bbm]you blue? [Cb]Mm [Db]

[Cb]Oh, I know
Spiralin' is [A#m]miserable
I should probably [D#]go back home
Why does that feel [Bbm]difficult, difficult?
And [Cb]oh, I hope
I wake up [A#m]invisible
I'd be someone [D#]no one knows
I guess I'm just [Bbm]difficult, difficult

[Bbm] [Cb]Difficult [Db]
I [Bbm]
[Cb]Difficult [Db]

I've been [Bbm]drinkin'
[Cb]And stayin' [Db]up too late, relivin' bad [Bbm]decisions
[Cb]I thought [Db]eventually, my ranting here would [Bbm]fix it
[Cb]I really [Db]think sometimes there's somethin' that I'm [Bbm]missin' [Cb]-Mm- [Db]

[Cb]Oh, I know
Spiralin' is [A#m]miserable
I should probably [D#]go back home
Why does that feel [Bbm]difficult, difficult?
And [Cb]oh, I hope
I wake up [A#m]invisible
I'd be someone [D#]no one knows
I guess I'm just [Bbm]difficult, difficult
[Cb]Oh, I know
Spiralin' is [A#m]miserable
I should probably [D#]go back home
Why does that feel [Bbm]difficult, difficult?
And [Cb]oh, I hope
I wake up [A#m]invisible
I'd be someone [D#]no one knows
I guess I'm just [Bbm]difficult, difficult⠀