🎶 Brutal

Intro
[B][D][F#][B][D]
I want it to be like messy
[F#] [F] [E] X2
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Verse 1
[F#]I'm so insecure [F]I [E]think
[F#]That I'll die before [F]I [E]drink
And [F#]I'm so caught up [F]in the [E]news
Of [F#]who likes me and who [F]hates [E]you
And [E]I'm so tired that I might
[E]Quit my job, start a new life
And [D#]they'd all be so disappointed
Cuz [D]who am I, if [C#]not exploited?
And [F#]I'm so sick of [F][E]seventeen
[F#]Where's my fuckin' [F]teenage [E]dream?
If [F#]someone tells me [F]one more [E]time
[F#]"Enjoy your youth", I'm [F]gonna [E]cry
And [E]I don't stick up for myself
I'm [E]anxious and nothing can help
And [D#] I wish I'd done this before
And [D]I wish people [C#]likеd me more

Chorus
[B]All I did was try my best
[B]This thе kinda thanks I get?
[F#]Unrelentlessly upset (huh, huh, [F]huh)(huh, huh, huh)
They [E]say "These are the golden years"
But I [B]wish I could disappear
[F#]Ego crush is so severe
[F#]God, it's brutal out here

Interlude
[F#] [F] [E]
[F#] [F] [E]
[F#] [F] Yeah! [E]
[F#] [F] [E]

Verse 2
[F#]I feel like no one [F]wants [E]me
And [F#]I hate the way I'm [F][E]perceived
I [F#]only have two [F]real [E]friends
And [F#]lately I'm a [F]nervous [E]wreck
Cuz [E]I love people I don't like
And [E]I hate every song I write
And [D#]I'm not cool and I'm not smart
And [D]I can't even [C#]parallel park

Chorus
[B]All I did was try my best
[B]This thе kinda thanks I get?
[F#]Unrelentlessly upset(huh, huh, [F]huh)
They [E]say "These are the golden years"
But I [B]wish I could disappear
[F#]Ego crush is so severe
[F#]God, it's brutal out here

Interlude
[F#] [F] [E]
[F#] [F] [E]
[F#] [F] Yeah! [E]
[F#] [F]Just have a really good time [E]
Yeah!
[F#] [F] [E]
[F#] [F] [E]
[F#] [F] [E]
[F#] [F] [E]
Outro
[B]Got a broken [D]ego, broken[F#] heart
(God, it's brutal out here, And hey, it's brutal out here)
And [B]God, I don't [D]even know where to start